Talent Show

Dear people's faces I shall called my diary,


Recently, I have been using the Videos and Photos tab to talk about this talent show at my school. I guess schools these days are totally into talent and what people can do. But that's been happening for years and years so, I have no room to talk!

Anyway, the school is having a talent show. I had to beg H to sing "Glad You Came" by The Wanted. She wanted to do "Crazy Train" but I just didn't exactly feel like singing that song. So she did that wit some other girls. When, I got her to sing, it was awesome. I loved practicing with her because she has such a beautiful voice. She can hit all these high notes I would never dare to hit though I can hit low notes she probably never tried to sing. It was fantastic! Until we got to the audition.

At the audition, she was nervous in a none nervous way. I mean, I was definitely shaking and thinking to myself, "You're not nervous, you're not nervous." I didn't know what else to do. I had to get over the fact I was being judged by my  teachers and standing in front of other people probably joking and making fun of me. I just had to think of something else. But H seemed to take it so well, even though she was freaking out. Which kinda annoyed me. I just wanted to tell her to calm down and possibly shut her mouth if she couldn't stop worrying.

I didn't shake. I didn't worry. I didn't think. At all. I just wanted to get this all over with so I could go cry in a pillow. I sat through all the other performances that were much better planned than H's and I's choreography. Some could probably sing better than the two of us not nervous and itching to get out. Some probably were just better than us.

Our names were finally called. I felt kinda cool in what I was wearing. I felt invincible. Like people that wear sunglasses at night. Just that cool.

The song started and I started shaking once again with every movement. I know. I 'm so wimpy. I mean, come on. I perform on a stage in theater for much more people than just 30 people. I would have thought I could get through this itty bitty little audition without shaking and having a cracked voice. I just couldn't do it. I really couldn't!

But I got through it. I felt humiliated. But H was standing next to me smiling. So this made me just laugh. It wasn't like I was going to cry or something. It was just for fun. I knew I would be lucky to get in. And my chances shot up when H decided to help me. But still, our chances were slim.

But, now, I had another audition with H's other group because they really wanted me to help. So I did. I definitely could not keep a straight face through this. Afterwards, I laughed it out. "Crazy Train" was just so funny to sing and think about. I knew my chances were sooooo slim.

Anyway, today, I checked if I got in. And guess what! I failed!! I did not get in. I bet it was all my fault!! Epic Failure. But I'm so happy today about it, its more like a win! So good for me!

Jay

p.s. I'm going to start doing these videos with stick people. It might just be cool. So look at the other tabs! And happy Mother's day!